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___The Resurrection Of Christ Herself
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| Everything is Stupid |
[01 Mar 2004|11:46am] |
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yeah so I got ratted out about the ritalin. It sucked. I feel numb. I hate that feeling.
I'm leaving in 2 weeks to goto Madonna Heights. Its like a girls lock up facility. You goto school there, you live there...etc...
I don't really want to go but i guess thats my only choice. I'm going for a pre-placement tomorrow or wed.
I don't think they have the internet there so i might not update for awhile.
I'll miss you guys, but hey you got me for two more weeks.
<3 <3
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[25 Feb 2004|11:56am] |
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yeah so i'm looking to get out of NY. I'm pretty bore dover here with it. I mean NYC is pretty cool sometimes, but otherwise I dont know what to do with myself.
I drank a can of red bull and took 4 ridalin pills today i'm so fucking hyper.
I wanna move to Canada. I chould live with jessicka.....ADOPT ME heheheh :D. U know you wanna :P I'm irrisistable (i dunno if i spelled that right) I'm so fucking buzzed.
Wowwwwie.
Anyway I'm on level 2 at the grouphome so i'm allowed to make phone calls again. If you want me to call you just comment and let me know. I'm back in business baby!
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[24 Feb 2004|01:08pm] |
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BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOREEEDDDDDDDDD
I'm in science and im super duper bored. I gotta go. See you all tomorrow. <3 you guys
<3 <3
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[23 Feb 2004|01:10pm] |
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just got done doing a bunch of definitions.
The vacation was okay. It was pretty boring but wed. I went to the wax museum. I took pictures with Janis Joplin, Bob Marley, The Beatles, Jimi Hendrix....it was great.
I got to see my dad on friday, he surprised me and picked me up for a little bit.
Everything is pretty okay.
I talked to my bestfriend yesterday which was great i miss her alot.
I gotta go I'll talk to you guys later <3 <3
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| THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT...Bush sucks...bigtime |
[11 Feb 2004|11:51am] |
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President Bush plans to endorse a constitutional amendment that would define marriage as the union of a man and a woman in response to a Massachusetts court decision requiring legal recognition of gay marriages in that state, key advisers said yesterday. Bush plans to endorse language introduced by Rep. Marilyn Musgrave (R-Colo.) that backers contend would ban gay marriage but not prevent state legislatures from allowing the kind of civil unions and same-sex partnership arrangements that exist in Vermont and California.
Bush has moved incrementally over seven months toward embracing a ban on gay marriage, and the advisers said he will clarify his position with a public statement shortly.
"We'd like to see Congress take it up, and the president will be supportive," a top Republican official said. "We would like to see both chambers act sooner rather than later."
Bush's move could put cultural issues at the forefront of an election year that had been dominated by economic and national-security issues.
The White House strategy, designed to minimize alienation of moderate voters, calls for emphasizing that Bush is for traditional marriage, not against gay people. Opinion polls have found widely varying support for a constitutional amendment depending on the way the question is phrased, suggesting that voters have ambiguous feelings on the subject.
Republican officials said Bush's decision to proceed now was driven partly by his desire to start the general election campaign on a fresh issue, at a time when his credibility has been battered by questions about prewar warnings of unconventional weapons in Iraq, as well as gaps in documents about his National Guard service.
The White House counsel's office began researching the issue after the U.S. Supreme Court struck down sodomy laws in June. In November, the Massachusetts Supreme Judicial Court ruled that same-sex couples have a right to marry. The same court ruled last week that civil unions would not be an acceptable alternative.
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| Dum dum dum......dooo dooo doo....... |
[10 Feb 2004|11:38am] |
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Sitting in school again. Nothing to do. The only way I have access to online is through school. It's so hecktake in my grouphome. We can't use the internet or phone unless we're on level...blah blah blah just a bunch of crap. I can't deal with it anymore.
I got a new braclet today yippie :P It's black and silver. I got it from the school store.
I'm getting my hair cut soon. I can't wait. I'm gunna get it cut real short and then have it shaved underneath. I wanna dye it black again. I'm getting bored with it.
I love you all.... i miss all of you guys <3 <3
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| long time no see |
[06 Feb 2004|11:56am] |
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Hey I haven't updated in awhile. I'm in school right now and i'm pretty bored.
Well I live in a grouphome now. I've been living there for about a year now. It fucking sucks there, I can't stand it. Anyway, I can't really talk right now, I'll catch you guys later.
<3 <3
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| I stole it from linzy cause imma bitch =P |
[08 Sep 2002|11:29am] |
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1. Name: Nikole 2. AKA: Nikoli Ravioli (dont ask...i have wierd friends), George, and umm dirtbag =] 3. Gender: girl 4. Zodiac Sign: cancer 5. Birth date: july. 19 6. Height: 5'0
*Favorites* 7. Color: red & black 8. Color to Wear: black 9. Lucky number: 13 10. Piece of clothing: Hoodies =P 11. Quote: "Pinky, are you pondering what i'm pondering?"
*Sex* 12. How many people have you slept with: 1 13. Do you have b/f or g/f: yes 14. Sexuality: bi 15. Your sexiest feature: my elbow 16. A place you want to have sex: anywhere o baby 17. Kinky things you like: i dont know 18. A sexual fantasy: Like i'd tell you, perv. hah. 19. A fragrance that makes you think of sex: uhh popcorn mmmmm yessss *orgasem* 20. Largest age difference between you and a partner: 50 years.
*The last time...* 23. Danced: yesterday 24. Smiled: this morning 25. Laughed: yesterday 26. Had a phone call: yesterday *tom* 27. Who was it: Tom =]
*Which is better* 28. Sunrise or Sunset?: Sunset 29. Sweet or Sour?: sweet 30. Old or New?: either or 31. Hot or cold?: cold 32. Coke or Pepsi?: water 33. Soft or Hard?: penis? 4. Yesterday or Tomorrow?: Tomorrow 35. Red or Blue?: red 36. Fast or Slow?: mmmm...popcorn.... 37. Blind or Deaf?: neither 38. Open or Closed?: closed 39. Bath or Shower?: both 40. Black or White?: Black 41. Ocean or Forest?: *drools* 42. Dogs or Cats?: cats 43. Day or Night?: Night 44. Cremation or Burial?: homocide 45. Even or Odd?: even 46. City or Countryside?: City 47. Vanilla or Chocolate?: Vanilla 48. Sun or Rain?: rain 49. Pen or Pencil?: pen 50. Summer or Winter?: winter 51. Destiny or Choice?: poop sex 52. Alone or Together?: together 53. Silver or Gold?: Silver
54. You keep a diary: yes 55. You sketch or do things while on the phone: yeh 56. You have a secret: yes, but if i told you i'd have to kill you. 57. You snore: possibly, i wouldnt kno 58. You procrastinate: of course 59. You fold your underwear: yeh i put them on lil hangers too =P 60. You talk in your sleep: sometimes 61. You eat fast: no 62. You get horny: all the time baby *drools* 63. A naked photo of you exists: of course. 64. When the alarm goes off you immediately get up: no way 65. You enjoy being photographed: mmmm o god popcorn!!!! *drools more*
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[02 Sep 2002|11:04am] |
good morning..bleh why am i so cheerful? Anyway...
Fuck...
Okay now i feel better
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| Aww hehe 6months! |
[01 Sep 2002|12:14pm] |
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hatchetraiser69: nikole,will you be mine forever?
Aww hes a cutie, anyway its 6months today! yay!
Linzy i miss you!!! come to NY and visit me! hehe
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| OH MY GOD |
[01 Sep 2002|11:33am] |
I just finished a book yesterday. Its called "Cut" by Patricia McCormick.
Its about a 15 year old girl that is in this psych hospital because she cuts herself.
It really touched me, I love this book.
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| Hehe, I'm gay =X I love tom <3 |
[31 Aug 2002|11:34am] |
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BigDumbFace - Rebel |
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hatchetraiser69: i'm 70% evil! NiKOLE iS NiFTY: haha i'm more evil then u NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hahahaha NiKOLE iS NiFTY: i win hatchetraiser69: i know. NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hahahaha hatchetraiser69: i see. the point. NiKOLE iS NiFTY: ...i dunno.... NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hehe NiKOLE iS NiFTY: i love you =] lets have cake hatchetraiser69: i love you too. hatchetraiser69: cake? NiKOLE iS NiFTY: haha
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| i miss stef |
[30 Aug 2002|02:18pm] |
NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hey CatchMe KickU 22: hey! NiKOLE iS NiFTY: whats up? CatchMe KickU 22: nothing much and you? NiKOLE iS NiFTY: not much NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hows sean CatchMe KickU 22: great CatchMe KickU 22: your home right? NiKOLE iS NiFTY: yep CatchMe KickU 22: kool NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hehe yeh i lived NiKOLE iS NiFTY: they searched my dad like so much in the airport lol!!! CatchMe KickU 22: lmao NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hahha NiKOLE iS NiFTY: i feel like were so distant now and it sucks...i wish we could hang out, ive been sad latley. CatchMe KickU 22: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwe CatchMe KickU 22: im sorry CatchMe KickU 22: i love you NiKOLE iS NiFTY: its okay not your fault NiKOLE iS NiFTY: i love u too!!! NiKOLE iS NiFTY: i miss u hun i never see you, your always busy or hangin with jez lol CatchMe KickU 22: im not hanging with jez n e more, now i got tennis or im with Sean lol CatchMe KickU 22: but yea we have to hang out NiKOLE iS NiFTY: lol yes someday when im not in captivity NiKOLE iS NiFTY: why dont u hang with jez ne more? cause shes grounded? CatchMe KickU 22: yup NiKOLE iS NiFTY: lol NiKOLE iS NiFTY: hows tennis? CatchMe KickU 22: gr8 CatchMe KickU 22: try outs are over saturday NiKOLE iS NiFTY: goodluck i kno u'll make it NiKOLE iS NiFTY: so how did u meet sean? CatchMe KickU 22: mall lol NiKOLE iS NiFTY: lol like what happened? CatchMe KickU 22: jez n i were bored so we walked up to him and his friends and started talking NiKOLE iS NiFTY: lol CatchMe KickU 22: :-) NiKOLE iS NiFTY: nifty
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| *bleh* |
[30 Aug 2002|11:19am] |
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I miss stef, we never hang out anymore.
I feel dumb...byebye
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| TEST |
[30 Aug 2002|11:19am] |
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| Test |
[22 Aug 2002|10:29am] |
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| tourist |
[21 Aug 2002|12:13pm] |
heh i"m gunna goto a supermarket in florida today! woohoo haha i should take pictures>
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| My theory |
[20 Aug 2002|07:12pm] |
Tom is cutting himself....
this is what i told him: I gave up cutting my arms cause its the worst thing ever its embarassing and i regret ever doing it...now for my whole life i have to walk around with scars on my arms.
Okay i understand that at the time it doesnt phase you but i know for me i regret it later and i havent done it in awhile.
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| Relationships are a drag |
[20 Aug 2002|07:04pm] |
okay so its been like the 4th day in a row that me and tom have been fighting. Its ridiculous.
All because he doesnt trust me. He SAYS he does but thats such bullshit cause hes always giving me some shit like "have u done anything with anybody?" I'm like "wtf dude that hurts" its fuckin retarded.
He makes me so sad sometimes....yet he makes me happy too.
I'm so pissed....i was talking to normandy a little while ago he cheered me up. And so did matt, i miss matt i havent talked to him in ages. Matt was like "tell tom if he fucks with you i'll kill him" n i'm like "no dont thats not right" And normandy was just talkin to me. I feel shitty now i'm gunna go later!
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